i got a phone call yesterday from an old friend. it was pretty unexpected and pretty much out of the blue. i picked up the phone and wasn't sure who it was, the voice was a bit different than it usually was. i didn't recognise it at first but i made sure he didn't notice. i waited until i recognised his voice. and after a few seconds i did.

he seemed well and there was nothing in the way he spoke that was any different than before. its just that there was something in the way i heard his voice. it was different. he called nearly at the end of my work day. speaking of which was horrible and tiring. too much stress for one person to handle. his call made it all go away. i know its kind of cliche-ish but there was something about the way i heard his voice that made me smile. and for the first time in a long time it didn't freak me out.

i dont' know what it is. i think i want to find out. i might actually leap on this one and see where it goes. i've played safe enough. i don't think im gona be able to let this go until i find out wat it is.