its june 17, 4.30 pm. if i went to work to today i would have been getting ready to go home right about now. but im not at work. i called in sick. which i am. i feel like crap. my ankle hurts, i have a headache and the rest of my body is sore from carrying a lot of stuff all day yesterday. *not that im complaining, no*..

yesterday was my birthday, and i turned 20. yes 20. older people would say "only?!" and younger people would say "already?!" i am no longer a teenager and i have no problems with that. at least i think i don't. the past 10 years of my life was a blessing. especially the last 5 years. even with all of the drama that every teenager goes through i can still say that im blessed.

i was just reading through my other blog from friendster.com. the last post was entitle "2nd post of the year" i think the exact time i was typing that blog was the happiest point in my life. i don't think i can remember being happier than that. then i scrolled down a bit to the end of the page and i found this post..